Meth, My Life, My Soul, My Addiction
HOW did it ever get this bad? HOW did I let it?
I just wanted to have a little fun, but it HOOKED me.
That first CLOUD i blew out had my soul trapped in the smoke
Now my LIFE is all about the 'next HIT.'
How do I get it? Where do I get it? Will it be good? Will it last?
These are all QUESTIONS that constantly RUN through my head.
I've FORGOTTEN about the beautiful things in LIFE like
Watching the sunset,
Enjoying a good man BASHING with my mom or best friend,
Or the way a CHILDS laughter warms my HEART.
I can no longer SLEEP until I have been up so long that ...