Paula Lubbe Poems

I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t know what to say
You never care, you couldn’t ignore me more
All you ever do is run away
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My life seems empty
It feels like a lie
As if everybody sees me
But not who I am inside
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I may be skinny
I may be pretty
I may be the fairest in the city
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Alone always in darkness,
this feeling of despair,
everything is so lifeless,
too much pain to share.
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Little girl, please don't cry
There is always a softer side.
Don't hide away your lonely heart,
don't leave it alone in the dark.
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I have disintegrated in your eyes
The fire, the hate in you, lo,
It's my demise
Why do you despise me so? ?
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Silent tears fall, I begin to cry
I clench my fists, I close my eyes
I don't know why I'm treated this way
I wish this would just go away
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It possesses my mind by day and night
I don't know why I try to fight
A memory that won't fade away
You stay in my mind by night and day
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Isn’t it sad how memories fade
How we forget and move on to the next day
Isn’t it tragic how we lose the ones we love
Forgotten, their souls reflected in the whitest dove
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Nothing is the way it's supposed to be
Isn't there supposed to be something more than this?
Things are good, but there's a fear in me
There's something out there that I might miss
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