4 Starr Poem by albert lopez

Im sorry for what ive said or did in the past its just i loved u so much i couldnt bare with the fact nowing u wernt wit me no more i thought to my self da best way of forgetting u was to try and get u to get as far away as possible but it didnt work those were the most miserble days of my life like i got my heart torn out instead of forgetting u i loved u even more its dumb but i tryed finding refuge in drugs althought it help me 4 get for a moment when i came bak to reality u wer always in my heart sorry 4 my imatureness i no i did was wrong and 4 that i suffered a whole lot thers still open wounds dat havent sealed that memories tear open even more you truely r da only girl i really actally loved that when i said i love u wernt jus word but wat my heart really felt i guess im too 'Gangster' to tel u diz im person so i hope some day u read this and understand why i did what i did no other girl has made me felt wat i felt with u even after a year the wounds still hurt when i look bak in da past =...(sry