As I Walk In The Rain Poem by Natasha Williams

At night I lay awake
And tears fall as I cry
The hurt and pain my heart can't take
Because all your selfish lies
Why is the hurting going so deep?
I sit up at night cause I can't fall asleep
All these thoughts in my head are clear
Being in love again is all I fear
I don't know if I can take the pain
Cause maybe the next lover will do me the same
Hurting me and not giving a care
That my heart can no long bare
So fear is what may hold me back
Being able to trust someone is all I lack
So will I sit up at night and cry anymore
From all the pain and aching
My hearts so sore
Will I find the one to take away the pain
This pain I want no longer
It hurts so much I can't explain
Tears run down my cheek as i remember you
And what we had I though was so true
But all you caused was pain
So the only way for people not to know I cry
Is to walk in the rain