Can You Explain The Things... Poem by Mystery Boy

Its 3am and i can't sleep
As usual
Want to cry but can't
Things are holding me backwards
Writing a song is all I can do to make myself feel a little bit better,
Everything is just so confusing it feels like im loosing my mind

Can you explain the things
I experience all the time?
Making myself feel worthless when im happy for a while?
Crying for no reason?
Feeling like nothing?
Is it because I'm loosing my mind?

People say 'what your doing is wrong'
'That's right that's wrong that's wrong that's right'
Can't you just stop the fright?
Is this real, or is it inside my head?
Is it because I'm loosing my mind?

Can you explain the things
I experience all the time?
Everyone's staring at me as if I've done a crime?
Hiding everything from them,
I know its wrong, hiding within the dark,
Its where I belong

Hearing voices, seeing people
Are they evil?
Are they real
They were pretty, also traumatic
Made me less dramatic
Learned the meaning of tragic
Now im just gonna loose my mind
Loose my mind

Can you explain the things
I experience all the time?
Do you know how it feels like to be a mime?
Kept it all within me
One, two and three
Then I put a smile
And say 'im fine'