Barbara Dixion

Freshman - 713 Points (July 4,1995 / Waterbury connecticut)

Dear God Pt 2 - Poem by Barbara Dixion

Im breaking on my knees
Begging for a second chance
Because I feel like I'm destined
For hell without a second glance
I'm trying to be good
And change my life
But my arms are still scarced
From using my old knife
All people do is explain
That Im a piece of shit
That causes pain
I say that i'm feeling fine
But inside I'm tired and broken
From the knives that come
From the words that were spoken
I feel like I'm dying
Because theres no air
And if i died
Nobody would care
My future is dangling by a thread
Because all my hopes
And dreams are long dead
Maybe I'm a psycho
Cuz my mind is sick
Of the lies and pain
And living this life I didn't pick
Please forgive my sins
Cause I've been sinning alot
I stopped giving a damn
When my soul was shot
I'm lost between the sounds
Of my nightmares screaming at night
It is just so hard
To win this fight
Please Give me the strength
To stand on my own
Please let me know
That I'm not alone

Topic(s) of this poem: prayer

Comments about Dear God Pt 2 by Barbara Dixion

  • Kelly Kurt (4/6/2015 4:42:00 PM)

    Great poem, Barbara. And you are not alone!
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