thomas coltrin

Rookie (march 14 1991 / russia....kolasin)

Delussions....Idk What To Call It - Poem by thomas coltrin

id like to leave a message
to someone thats above
to read the note i left
laying by my bed
i got no one to live for
my life is now all done
im writing this before
i go completely numb
id like to say im sorry
to the one i love the most
id like to see her now
i hope to see her ghost
another hit i take
so i feel no simple pain
but my reality reversed
i feel it every day
my hatred now is gone
but this one is for you
i hope you never die
but someday you will to
i just hope that when you do
no ones standing right by you
the evil that you had
good luck in hell my only dad
my gratitude is gone
id like to tell you that
but your the one who taught me
how to smile when im sad
with all the fights we had
with words that were so dumb
id like to say i love you
to my one true mom
and to my friends that were so close
im sorry that i left
i hope you miss me to
i left a twenty for that bet

this isnt just a poem
that i wrote when i was sad
im gonna pull the trigger
just wait until im done

i dont know what im doing
it hurts to think i will
but what im hopping for
that it my soul il kill

as i cock the gun
this world dissipated
and when i put it towards my head
the gun just seems to brake

i hear a noise
god damn it...! ! ! !

im a wake

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  • (4/7/2010 2:35:00 PM)

    this....i likes ALOT
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Poem Submitted: Saturday, December 5, 2009

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