Even If It's The Last Time Poem by Eman Awad

Don't walk away in your tears,
and believe me i'm trying to do the same.
Sleep to forget all of your fears,
and i'll sleep to dream of who's to blame.
And even if this is the last time,
i won't be sad for we're not meant to be.
I've never felt that you're mine,
and that's the way we'll go on endessly.
At first i used to cry and pray,
please god, let it not be goodbye.
Make it tomorrow or any other day,
i can't live without him, i'll die.
But i'm living without you when i'm with you,
and i always know that later tonight, you'll call.
I don't mind leaving you, it's true,
we always come back and i don't mind it at all.
But don't you think it's enough?
even if it's the last time, we will survive.
I've lost you and i've lost our love,
i need to feel safe, i just can't live that life.
You wouldn't imagine those nights i spend,
by my phone waiting for a call that may never come.
And when we take some time to mend,
those broken things between us that i can't overcome.
Even if it's the last time, i don't care,
i'll keep my love inside till it dies in pain.
I'm tired of looking and finding that you're not there,
just don't walk away in your tears,
and believe me this time i can do the same...