Going Round In Circles

Love is a life cycle
Born in it, mature, bask and fade.

For first, the dive of an amateur
Never an economist but rue expenditure
The experience of a learner is painful
Thank God she's just playful.

Real love came
A heartbeat of the proposal.
A needy quest
Could have been avoided
But the experience worth every second

I ate, I drank
Palatable to the tongue
Heaven came to mother earth
A time worth every dime

And it all came back
A gob sitting on my throat
Hard to swallow and time drifted from righteousness
Sadness visited, an unwelcomed visitor
I sat to it eternally
Lesson learned to repeat, a dreadful page.

Time instills pain, time heals it
Trying to love the lovable
Well, a forced peace
But has happiness stayed where will suffocate?
Certainly not.

Wherever love dwells, there is an imbalance
Where it pains, a shadow of it leaves forever.
Where it fails, it was infatuation driven
Where it comes back, it never went away

A reality check for everyone
We will all continue going round in circles.