Good Bye Poem by Suhel Akram

Hurted by my own mistake
Full of wound all over the chambers of heart,
I find myself all deserted,
in a prison of wall and roofs,
nothing left for me as a piece of hope,
not even the God hearing me.

waiting for you to hear me out,
talking with the walls all about,
waitng for a response to come,
and give me a lap of sound peace,
take me away from these dirts,
cover me up with a blanket,
Of shelter, happiness and trust.

Nothing even the walls staring at me,
only thirst that pounding me,
what has happened,
why did i do this to you,
and now i cant see you,
even trying to stare at me,
not even trying to feel the love,
for you i have in me,

With pains more increasing on,
like a fire spread over the forest,
I just lay here for the last time,
in this earth breathing,
the fresh notes of air,
enough is the pains,
enough is the wait,
i know i will never,
get you back again,
nor will ever wash me,
off the pains and wounds.
so now i am going to,
say goodbye to you all,
for its that will make,
you all happy and smiling,
its now you never want me anymore,
so now i never deserve to,
live a single moment,
breath a single more time,
now its time i quit up,
my life and my pains,
with few drops of poison,
thats what only left with me.
thats what will free me,
off the pains and wound,
and will free you,
off me, the boring stud for good.