Hauntings Poem by charlotte marie peachey

dreams so real, like a nightmare escape
abuse, torture, and moments of rape
touching me, hurting me.
such a violent dream
waking up sweating knowing i have
screamed.
crying profusesly, scratching at my mind,
ripping out my hair this
nightmare of mine
clawing at my skin, feeling filthy again
when will this stop and when
will i mend?
i cant escape his face
it haunts me every night
every second of my days
never been delight
his eyes still glowing every
time i shut my eyes
he takes pleasure in my screams
pleasure in my cries
i just want to forget
that horrible creul night
but i cant forget even when
night become light
every second every day
so many triggers around, he has me on a leash
he has me gagged and bound, i just want to forget
i just want to be free
i dont want to see his face
i dont want this memory