Help Poem by Tex T Sarnie

Please help me out of this situation.
I have been struggling for too long.
My perception on life has changed,
being here is totally wrong.

When I first arrived in this position
I enjoyed this life so much,
but now I fallen to extreme depths.
and have lost my Midas touch.

I'm so tired of this overwhelming feeling
of guilt, selfishness, and deceit.
My conscience is forever tormenting me
mental freedom is so far from reach.

I feel as though I'm slowly sinking
into this engulfing cold quagmire.
My mental and physical energies
are being drained by the hour.

There is nothing I can do about it,
the vortex is pulling me down.
I can't keep my head above water,
there's nothing I can do, but drown.