Shilesha Johnson Poems

Looking for that special someone had become apart of the distance
It wasn’t suppose to be apart of my present
One day I was just going about my business
And then suddenly I get this blesson
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I stay up and I wait
For the phone call you promised me at eight
But I look at the clock and it’s getting late
I sit patiently
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She was five when her sister left
And with her gone she felt like she experienced death
She was too young to even know what that meant
Apart for seven months is what they spent
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I know that in 08
I made many mistakes
So many things I wish I could take back
But this is a new year so their is no looking back
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You out of my life was definitely a good thing
I felt like I was committed to being your friend
The only difference is there was no ring
I feel like you and I were just always on a different page
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I feel pain for the girl in me who was forced to grow up before her time
For the girl that has kept every hurt and secrete trapped inside
For the girl that never knew wat love was really like
cus those who sed they did was only telling her a lie
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i wanna cry but i can't
i want you to understand
that i love you
and that will always hold true
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Behind my eyes is so much experience
So much traveling that’s been done
My eyes have witnessed so much
Way before it should have
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YOU hurt MY sister
I hurt you
I'll show YOU what it's like to be abused
she has been through too much
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days pass...
weeks go by...
then months...
its been 24 months
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