I'Ll Tear You Apart - Poem by Patrick Shields

You've tried to control my life for the last 20 years
Trying to get me to dress and act just the way you do
And though it all you've caused me thousands of tears
But I promise you that I will never be like you

You lost this battle long before it even started
Just because you concieved me doesn't mean a thing
Because I know you'll forget me long after I've departed
You act like everything I do has some sort of meaning

So if your smart you'll just give up and get out of my way
Because trust me there is nothing you can salvage here
This hatred I have for you gets worse every single day
I have no drugs in my system so I know I'm thinking clear

I will rip your to shreads if you even try to stop me
You've unleashed the beast within me that is hard to cage
By the time I'm though there will be nothing left to see
It is because of you that I have this uncontrolable rage

You've caused me to cut disturbing patters in my skin
But I can promise you tht I won't be bleeding this time
You make me want to give up and attempt suicide again
But I will destroy you from exsistance I'll cross so many lines

Your disgusting blood will spray all over my face
I will show no mercy no remorse for this disgusting whore
I will spit on your remains and look upon you with disgrace
Now bitch I have won and I've evaned up the score