I Wonder If Poem by broken soul.. No more

I wonder if you’re hearing me when I call.
Or you just don’t care.
If you’re seeing the bitterness in my heart,
But you just ignore.
Sometimes, I feel that you’re there
And most of the time I can’t.
Often I feel so alone,
But in reality you’re just in front of me.
The only thing I wish is to be where you are
To see the places you’ve been to
Hang-out with people you’re always with
But I can’t even touch you
My poems are not good for you to read
My voice is not so sweet, for you to hear it
There’s nothing good about me for you to see
That’s why you’re not even looking at me

But still, I keep on standing behind you
That if one time you would fall, I could catch you
And then we’ll leave the sad things behind
And fly together in our own land
These are just fantasies that won’t come true
Dreams that are so good to be true
If only you would see right through me
Then you wouldn’t ask for anybody
I loved you then and I love you still
I know its not right but its how I feel
And only time can make me forget
All these feelings that for a long time I’ve kept