Kathryn Cox Poems

Mostly I feel that sensitivity is a weakness.
This is a lie I tell myself.
When you feel you have nothing left, you always have friends.
This is a lie I tell myself.
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My intuition is slacking,
and my looks are starting to fade.
I am embarassed of myself.
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It happened so fast,
Life.
When i open my eyes i can feel them shut.
When i close my eyes,
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Feeling bad for what i have created,
and yet no guilt overcomes me.
Is it the truth i spill when i speak these words?
Or is it my own truth that i have subsided?
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Frightened and scared of disprovel.
Even though courage is my strongpoint.
I have an ambition-to fulfill my own needs.
If i could only find a new way to conquer.
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Life as we know it is starting to fade.
Humanity no longer exists.
No hope for prosperity nor growth.
No hunger for kindness and love.
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Overwhelming feelings of regret and hurt fill me with the sanity I need to be calm.
The possibility of being calm stays slim and I have judged to quickly.
Mistakes are things I don’t make,
But I still regret my decision.
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The hope of tomarrow,
The excitment of today.
How I know what you will ponder.
And because you ponder me,
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Trying to make sense of it all,
and not trying hard enough.

Am I really who I say I am?
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Who can I blame?
Is it I who tore down walls,
or are you a professional?
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