Lost Poem by Eli J Tod

I feel lost
Somewhere between
The blue and the yellow
Can't find my head,
It's spinning
Dancing like a willow.
The wind,
It howls..
But I'm a star in the sky
Rain, it falls,
Crying, I can't find why.
Arguments-
The pull of persuasion,
Lies-
The deciete of elation.
Questions I write,
Endless in the sand
Answers I want,
Sanity I demand.
What is love?
This emotion that pulls
Endlessly at my heart..
Just a riddle with no end,
No biggening or start.
Like life, this thing
With its ups and downs
Always in fast forward,
Never to be rewound.
Why am I lost?
I need to find my way.