Love For You Poem by Schooner Smith

If 1+1=2 then why in the world relationships so few?
If love is easy to find then hell, I must be blind....Yes I’m young and I have lots to learn but, I just feel empty and love is all I yearn. My heart is in great shape and pretty stern..I tell myself my how to love, this is something I Must learn.. To this day I always ponder what it would be like to not be such a hopeless wonder...If I recall correctly I had a dream that you and me would make a romantic team... A blissful relationship we would have looked to the future and not dwell on the past..Stare at each other like an hour glass knowing our love is forever and will always last.
I’ll remember the day I left you astray and I’m sorry till this day--
I woke up at around 5.. out the door by 6 I instantly got the feeling that I am missed.. getting my kiss at 7 put me in heaven.. Waiting at the airport with you pretending you were my escort..By 11 checked in my luggage and signed my health report.. I was in the main gate by 12 and at that time my heart was giving me hell... By 12: 30 I said “goodbye” I’m pretty sure that's the hardest I’ve ever cried... by 2 I was thinking about thoughts of you..high up in the air knowing I was already half way there, just thinking how this is so damn unfair....by 3 I was in Toronto yelling at the cab driver to get me to Ottawa pronto..At 5 I saw more memories fly by.. I called you telling you I was still alive and I made it to Canada safe..My scared mind would run and be too fast to chase and I wasn’t catching up not even at my fast pace.. Around 6 the memories started rushing in my mind, I was in a new home and yet I felt so blind. Knowing I lost you made me oh so uneasy, If I think about it, it really did make me queasy. Strongest memories is the one of you and I on the beach the moon so close we knew it was in reach or the time we went fishing near the river creek, that's when I got my first kiss on the cheek..I remember the clothes you were wearing, even the smell you put in the air, I remember you always wore the tightest pants and the smallest skirts and that stupid shirt that said “love never hurts”, I remember the hurt we felt on that tragic day I said goodbye...The pain was deep I knew it hurt maybe worse then giving birth.. If I stayed in Texas and I lived with you I knew we could have been together and made it through.. Nowadays my hearts so heavy I can hardly walk, I felt so alive last time I heard you talk......I wish I could write for you a poem million miles long, I would sing the poem in a romantic song.. I see a lonely star that's all so far, it's said that stories are  better when the stars are glistening but all you have to know is I'll  be listening.. I’m missing you and the times you called me boo.. All in all life is Short and sweet I'm in dire need of your loving heat. I want that warmth that I felt when you made me complete.... I miss you deeply and I thought I should write you this poem and send to you cause I knew I could..I should hush now cause I’m starting to sound stubborn and foolish.... You may never read my last poem cause it never sent.. It said “error file sending”..Its sad to see that, that poem never sent cause that poem was all so splendid... it tragic because you think our love has finally ended..I’ll let you know and I’ll let the world show, that I still love you and I miss my home... Home is a place of utter bliss..And a place I sadly miss....Home is simply being with you....For you are my one true rescue..