Matryoshka - All Poems-Last Minute Poem by Gencay

Last minute;
There are hundreds of dead and injured in the big earthquake.

Last minute;
Again, femicide, again husband massacre...

Last minute;
Is war approaching?

Last minute;
Poverty is increasing..

Last minute;
took his life.

Last minute;
Unemployment is at the ceiling..

Last minute;
Blood and pain...

...........

I'm far from your meaning now
Being called meaning
And I got close by this
To the blurry bliss of meaningless.

And to build my shattered dreams
i don't work anymore
I understood salt and ice
And
I don't want that missing piece either.

They don't know
I don't know
Missing part of the picture
The whole..

Oh me
News from the world....
Ahh i
A news from myself...

I gave up I don't want anymore
everything I could want
Keep away from me
everything people call happiness.

There is no human alphabet to write my happiness
And a voice to tell, humanly
Because am I human or what am I
I don't know and I don't want to know..

And what is human?
What in life?
I do not know
It is what it is...

Someone take my mind away from me
And destroy
I don't know what i'm thinking
I.

Of a size
A place where only one size can fit
I don't want anything else
Give me enough space

Far from everything
Away from everyone
...

Love
Pain
Nothingness
Poverty
Or write anything like that
I do not want anymore

And stay away from me
Those last minutes...