Memories Poem by joshua mcneese

what a wonderful thing to remember except for when all you remember are the bad things that happen in your life, you remember what feels like just yesterday when you were rollin with your homeboys having fun until the you crashed and they died in your arms as you pulled them out, you remember being a child and getting beaten by your dad who was drug dealing and using the drugs, you remember all this but the only good thing you remember is the girl who you first fell for with her red hair and beautiful smile but as everyone ells you remember ran out of your life due to something you dont have control over you feel the pain that you want to stop but cant for the only thing that helps may never happen in your life because of all the things you been through you look to the future for hope that things would change, but all you see is the pain that you have felt as your vision starts to go dark all you see is the blurry faces of people smiling with satisfactory about their own life to blind to see other people's pain and to ignorant to notice those people's feelings