Method In This Madness Poem by Emily Clark

there is a method in my madness, an ending to what i feel, there will be no hurt, it will be a relief for all for me to go, i have been preparing all day, im a drain on my family, on my friends, i need to do this, my head tells me and i have given in, i cant face this anymore, my decision comes with tears, my decision is just that mine an only mine, people say they care but when it comes down to it no, i am calm i have accepted it as i only hope others will, it is my hurt and my pain that i can no longer be here can no longer understand life or see a bright side, I am not good enough for anyone or anything, what i was given was taken and now i take mine to be with it, if you knew me well you would see i have finally come to this conclusion in my life...enjoy