Joyleen Heneker Poems

Im standing there all alone
Darkness surrounds me
I feel like im chocking
Hands around my neck
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Who am I?
I used to have dreams, goals and ambitions
I used to smile, love and felt compassion
I used to be fun, socialize and hang out with friends
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This is what you want me to be
Superficial, skinny as can be
Happy, successful, a beauty queen
Dark hair, blue eyes, clear complexion and smooth skin
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I don’t need you any more in my life
Let me be in mourning
For the loss of you
Thank you for every thing you have tried to do for me
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Im sitting here
Crying inside
Screaming so loud
I want to run
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Lost in my darkness
No where to go
So scared of these feelings
Wish they would leave me alone
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It’s been a couple of days now
Since you departed
I’ve heard no word from you
This has left me broken hearted
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Thin thin thin
All to begin
I see myself in a mirror
I just cant win
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What is life worth to some one?
What does it mean to live life?

Is life when you live it?
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Confusion is my state of mind
Locked into the darker side
I fear all these things
I fear for not belonging
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