Ruby Ride

My 2years Of Pain - Poem by Ruby Ride

As I lie here in bed at night
I remember my painful
Screams and fright
The reason I stayed is yet unknown
For all the bad things you did
When were we alone
You took my trust
My Heart my soul
You would tell me u love me and it was only fair
I would tell you, ''you were my boss and it was wrong''
You would turn me around and strip me down and say
''See this, its all mine'' I remember thinking how I wanted to die
Afterwards I remember the pain id just hang my head in shame
Why me this isn’t fair I’ve had all I could bare!
I took so many pills to end my painful life as I lay in bed waiting to die
My breathing gets heaver I feel so sick
I think to my self this is finely over
With a smile on my face I go to sleep
But then I wake in the morning to more pain I scream 'GET OFF! '
You would say 'shut up you slut'
As you place the pillow over my face
Then when you were done you would yell ''GET UP!
Go to work you silly slut
You say a word and you’ll be through! ''
Id get up and do what I had to do
Wed leave for the track as
He would tell me my horses
I was to ride i would say ''yes sir'' and be polite
When I get there people would say ''what’s wrong darl are you ok? ''
Id put my fake smile on my face and say ''yep fine thanks''
but really I just wanted to die
Now after 2years u say ''come back
Or ill take my own life''
I say ''good you creep the pain and suffering you caused
Is never ending I live by the minute each day
Trying to cancel the sadness away
And your the one thats going to pay! ''

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Poem Submitted: Thursday, October 2, 2008

Poem Edited: Friday, October 3, 2008

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