Cosi Celeste Poems

I notice that when you walk by,
you notice me.
I catch you catching sight of me,
and smile when you smile at me,
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I called you to meet me
It's been more than a year.
You talked without noticing me across the table.
My car's in the shop...
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You crossed my path while still deliberating a different notion.
Charming and precocious you took me by surprise.
Once inside, you took hold of me…something stirred deep within me.
We flirted shamelessly.
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It wasn’t my intention to hurt you,
I was just collecting things.
My cell phone, my job, my apartment,
the things that I so often left.
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I felt you in my heart today.
I don't want you in my heart.
I want you in my head.
If I think of you and don't feel you,
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Small boxes filled with trinkets that tug at the heart...
Medium-sized boxes that hold books inscribed with names I'd rather forget....
Large boxes filled with clothes from a former life...
The movers came today and took away the pain.
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You said you wanted to move and I said ok.
You said you’d rather stay and I said ok.
You said you hated your job and I said quit.
You said you loved your job and I said great
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Lingering just above my head is a thought of you
I won't let it settle on me afraid that it will invade my entire being.
Just beyond my reach is the feel of you
I can't let you next to me afraid that your skin will meld once again to mine.
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Forgive me for not having left her
I wanted to will her to love me
how humiliating.
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You.
I worked so hard to keep you.
I gladly gave my pride away.
I lived my choices through your eyes.
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