Not Worth It Poem by Lucas P

It's not worth this silence
these faceless memories
that bring me shame inside
to someone i cannot see

Foolish and confused
yet i'm not worthy
this glance, this rejection
I thought would benefit me

it's not worth the tears
and certainly not the anguish
It's not worth the ignorance
for something you always languished

Its not worth it
when you feel heavy everyday
you want that feeling gone
but want it back like that once upon a day