ash enslow Poems

Saved up in a bottle are all the tears I've cried, ever since you went away-
behind bars you now reside
making the same mistakes that we tried so hard to avoid
now leaves us in the same sorrow-
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Living day to day
gasping for a break someway
living talking telling lying
become all meshed as one
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Its been 28 years and Im ready to face
the pain i endured at an early age.

I came into the world pre mature
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I sang to you just like a dove
and wrapped you in my wings of love

now i cant lift off and take flight
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Ive always been real good at making bad decisons
im even gettin deeper at diggin the hole i live in

pushing away the poeple that want me to stay close
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Trapped between two opposites
stuck, stranded, glued
obsessed with the decision
not wanting but having to choose
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Darkness
Spin lazily
Till I see
Light.
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Don't you realize that words hurt me too
That I cry just like the rest of you
I'm human
and I want someone there just like you do
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Nothing is going right
This year has been an endless night
I have no where to turn
I feel alone in this plight
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Father, I do not hear your words.
As in quiet space and black night I am.
Where is your discipline?
Gone non-existent.
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