RaShawn Marie

Pain - Poem by RaShawn Marie


A lump in my throat

Thoughts in my head

Anger, sadness, helplessness, questioning
of what I've done

To be in a state of stoned of drunk numbs
these feelings, takes the lump out of my throat

I try to be happy about everything, but it's too
hard, I try to be what I'm expected but it's too
much, so I say f**k it!

And go my own way I go down this path of self-destruction most
of the time a path of no return

You see they say once you start to use weed
and alcohol to numb your pain it will only create
more pain and you'd want more, apparently they're right

Trying to numb this pain only made it worse and I just
wanted more, I used to do it for fun, but I only want
the pain go away

Being in these states only made my best friend mad at me
my mind didn't care if anyone was hurt, I just ignored her
and made myself look like a fool

Maybe I am a fool, I'm to scared to admit it but alot of the choices i make are foolish for that most people dislike me

Right now I feel totally deserted no one seems to be
around when I need them the most, I'm to scared to
talk to my parents about it, my best friend is mad at me

The drugs and booze use to help but now they've
made everything worse

I'm in this deep hole and I dug it myself so I need
to get myself out, if I need help I pray it's there

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Poem Submitted: Monday, December 14, 2009

Poem Edited: Wednesday, April 7, 2010

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