Masala Joseph Poems

I am so in love it's killing me inside.
With every waking moment i know in my heart this isn't a lie.
I can't focus on anything anymore but you.
From your eyes, to your smile, and everything we've been through.
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People never change.
People never change.
Somehow their personalities succeed to stay the same.
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I'm living an aries life.
I hide my feelings inside, and show nothing in sight.
People expect me to be strong and dominant, but truth is I lack that and common sense.
I'm naive in many ways, but I can surely say i'm so confident that i'm even brave.
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She sits, she thinks, she starts reminise.
About what could`ve been.
And what life would`ve meant.
To her it was just a thought.
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i once was that same person that has earned his trust.
in time i felt myself being hopeless & relentless, thriving to find someone other than us.
we are not of the same blood, but of the same love.
we are not the completion of another, but yet we are both as pure as a dove.
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He told me to hold thee, whenever i need guidance.
I held thee, observed the sea, and found myself running with the lions.
I held thee, continued my journey, and tried to master triumph.
I held thee, with only three, three wishes for reliance.
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If you ask me who I am i might just say my name, but if my mother didn't label my certificate who would I be then?
If you ask me who I am, i might just say i'm my race, but if you rip off my skin and leaved me in the flesh, who would I be then?
If you ask me who I am, i might just mention i'm beautiful, but beauty has no definition, so who would I be then?
If you ask me who I am, i might just say i'm outgoing, down to earth, and friendly, but those are just adjectives, so who would I be then?
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Things today have not been the way they were
My body is numb to the core, my mind has come to the conclusion that I'm only wishing for more than I can take
You only have but so much to give
But what you can is the least of my expectations
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