Carissa McBride

Rookie (8/30/1992 / Toledo Ohio)

Shocking Thoughts Of A Gothic Whore. - Poem by Carissa McBride

my thoughts are most shocking.
i think i should run untill i can't breath.
then maybe the pain would go away.
i think of how much of a whore i am.
giving blow jobs in a church parking lot.
i think of how bad i look.
heavy black make up.
tight clothes, and dark hair.
nails painted black to show the emptiness in my heart.
i think of how i would die without my sister.
helping every step of my lonley life.
i think of the cuts on my wrist.
reminding me of my need to seperate the skin and watch the blood on the floor.
i think of the constant reminders always circling my bieng.
reminding me of what a fu** up i am.
i think of the countless, nameless drugs in my system.
x, coke, weed. and countless others.
i think of the lung cancer i'll have when im older.
i think of how i need a cigarette.
i think of how im going to die.
will it be murder?
or will they trie me as a witch in the town square.
i think of how i overdosed last week.
i think i need help.

written by bleeding mascara


Comments about Shocking Thoughts Of A Gothic Whore. by Carissa McBride

  • (1/31/2009 8:08:00 AM)


    amazing, again i love the iomagfes you portray (Report) Reply

    0 person liked.
    0 person did not like.
  • (1/13/2009 8:15:00 AM)


    addiction comes in every form the choices we make to soothe ourselfs is sometimes hilarious if you want to you know my thoughts spending time with the elderly and kids help see things on different levels but what do i know revenge helps wonders to.keep releaseing those thoughts a lot of your work is good. (Report) Reply

  • (1/16/2008 6:19:00 AM)


    ive read about 10 of your poems now
    we all get hurt in life its just a process of growing up
    u have to deal with it in your own way
    but cutting your self over somebody wanting to kill yourself
    its not an answer
    i bet your a real nice las there is love for you out there
    when it comes you will no.
    (Report) Reply

  • (1/14/2008 8:23:00 AM)


    This is so powerful! So raw! Do you have a crystal ball that can see into my soul? (Report) Reply

Read all 4 comments »



Read this poem in other languages

This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.

I would like to translate this poem »

word flags

What do you think this poem is about?



Poem Submitted: Monday, January 14, 2008

Poem Edited: Tuesday, October 14, 2008


[Report Error]