Soulless Poem by Geramie White

Reading this long letter of a million heartbreaks,
Wondering how much more of this I can take,
Ripping the paper in shreads and throwing away the remnats of it,
My heart needs a bandage from a first aid kit,
Every kind woman face seems to me remind me of her,
Vision of happiness becomes a blur,
I can never understand what roams through her mind,
Talking to her makes me fell like a bird flying agaist the wind,
Every diss, every scorn makes me feel uneasy,
Gotta remind myself to take a deep breath and take it easy,
This woman who I say I love,
When I reach for a kiss she push and shove,
Always avoiding the situation,
When you and I have a close conversation,
Why is it that you can be so souless towards me?