Sarah matthews Poems

Suicide isn't fun,
so don't try it.

Suicide isn't quick,
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Suicide is deadly,
so don't flirt with it

Suicide is sneaky,
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Why is everything so confusing? Can I be out of my mind?
It's a cold night, I'm sitting here on the porch, alone
in the dark. Thinking, thinking about what we could
have been and what I should've done to keep you.
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It wasn't supposed to hurt
it wasn't supposed to end
It wasn't your fault
I take all the blame
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The pain you caused me hurt worse then when Athena starts a war..
The things you and me had together were better then anything Aphrodite could give...
Not even Apollo could heal these wounds...
Some were to belive that Ares would be the one who started this war,
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Loyalty is when he betrays you many times, but you stay with him.
Its when you would bleed for him just to show him your worthy of his trust
It's when thigns are all wrong for him but you stay and show him it'll be ok.
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She's amazing
She knows what to say and do,
If your in pain she knew how to take it away
The words she said made everything ok
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Teenage years are full of those stupid little tears. Those stupid little tears that someday you will look back upon them and laugh............
But isn't it true that when you look upon the good times you will cry?
What could you have done? What should you have done? Those questions ringing in your ear. What can I do better but better yet think of this question......... What would you do if you knew you could never fail?
Things in this world are full of those stupid little tears but in the end you realize those tears will get you no where but right where you where before you were crying. Seal your eyes shut, let no more tears come, but then again open your eyes and then tears pour out and then you go back to where you were before. If your eyes are open you know whats coming and you can try and prevent it or you can embrace it. You know theres no way in stopping it. After you cry you can move on and cope with it. If your eyes are shut then you have no way of knowing what's coming. No way of finding a way to deal with it.
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Things dont ever last like there supposed to
Maybe we live in a backwards world
Where things go the opposite way you want them to.
Maybe things were not supposed to work out between us.
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A love I dont deserve
A person who loves me for the wrong reasons
I was the cause of the pain so many times, but yet you return?
Why?
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