Thoughts I Can'T Let Go Of Poem by ESPN CHICK

Its nice to know that people actually cares
But the pain still hurts inside
Its always going to be there

I can't rid the pain
I hold it near
I have painful memories

But I cant let go
I have all these suicide thoughts
And I can't rid those thoughts

They run through my head
Almost each and every day
Every now and then those thoughts take over me

I'm glad to know people cares
But deep down I still feel alone and hurt
And I don't know who I can trust

I feel like I can't do anything right
And I am useless
Sometimes I wish this pain would die

But I know deep inside its not going to
I just feel alone even when people are around
I wish that there was a way to rid these thoughts and pain

November 9,2007