Through My Mind Poem by Victoria Ayres

Through My Mind

Rating: 5.0


Thoughts keep running through my mind
But there are no answers I can find
People here they joke and laugh
But they don't understand my past
I've tried so hard to comprehend
But I get stuck and I pretend
I guess I'll never be that girl
That becomes some guy's whole world
Am I too immature for real?
Too young still to know how I feel
Not old enough to hold my ground
I loose everything I've ever found
'Girl don't worry' is what they say
But they don't mean it anyway
So I'll get stressed out and start to cry
About the time you say 'Good bye.'
Don't you know you've kept me giving?
Don't you know you've kept me living?
You're the only one who cares for me
And I just wish that you could see
What a caring, wonderful person you are
And when you go you will go far
But don't forget I'll need you here
So come back by and ease my fears
Be the one that I'd admire
The only one I'd never tire
Of seeing your face by my door
Feeling your touch forever more
Although the way I write is new
I'll always want this, me and you
You make my worries fall away
That's why I need you here today
For me to see and me to know
Just promise me you'll never go
You'll stay and help me cut my ties
Help make me finally realize
I don't need these so called friends
Teach me how to make amends
For broken hearts and burning bridges
Make new starts, work over ridges
Though the road is long and dark
And late at night the dogs all bark
I'll be safe and you'll be near
You'll never make me shed a tear
And when I close my eyes I'm free
Atleast while you are here with me
You fight off angels, fight off hell
And you never, ever yell
There’s never too much noise
I’m glad you never raise your voice
You protect me when I’m weak
With all the promises you keep
You’ve taught me how to be myself
It’s even helped my mental health
I know it’s not too good to say
I wake up to thoughts of you each day
But when just one thing can bring a smile
You’ll fight for it all through the miles
I’d run that far to hear you talk
About all the things most people mock
But I would still love and admire
You since my heart is still on fire
But you hold an open flame
And I catch every time you say my name
It may sound cheap it may sound wrong
But I’ve loved you for so long
Since about day number two
Before I hurt and burned you
This is something I must tell
Something you know oh so well
When I did that thing
I missed the hurt it’d bring
I felt I had too much to lose
But this hit it left a bruise
And I’m so sorry!
We were meant to be
I hope you know how much you mean
I don’t want to make a scene
You took those thoughts from my mind
You made these answers kind
You taught me how to joke and laugh
And just bury down my past
And if you think this is a lie
Ask the tears you’ll make me cry
For you I’ve only cried once
I used giggles as a front
To deceive you that long day
And I’m here right now to say
I’ll stand up for you forever
Help you when you’re under the weather
When you’re sad or if you’re sick
I won’t be a hypocrite
I’ll help you through without a thought
I won’t care if we had fought
I’d fix it all make it okay
To be here with you today
I want to be your girl
Stop your breath, be your world
I don’t want you to be sad
I’ll never regret what I had
But I’ll know I’m better here
With you to fight back my fears
I’ve got you, my angel, my love
My special gift from up above
Not to make you sound so gay
I just felt I had to say
How pure inside your heart can be
It’s the only part I see
Although its sore and it may bleed
I know just what you may need
I’ll fix you up with only this
Mend your wounds with one sweet kiss
I do love you and I hope you know
I don’t say it just for show
It takes a lot for me to open
But I did and let you in
Promise me that you won’t quit
When people lie, just ignore it
It’s never going to be all true
Just remember I belong to you
My love is yours to keep and hold
From now until I have grown old
I want to be with you forever
Just don’t tell me that you’ll never
Feel the same and send me away
Let me in, show me home today
Calm the thoughts inside my mind
Give me the answers I can’t find
That’s all I want and all I need
To convince me to believe
In you when you sing at the bar
Of what me, and of what you are
Take your chances, play the game
Me or Hector, it’s all the same
I’ll take your memory in my head
At least I heard “that’s what she said”
Hector the beaner’s your best friend
In the band until the end
I’m glad for you and yours
Although progress is a bore
For me because I’m not into rock
And I’ve had really bad writer’s block
I’ve tried to cope and learn
With every CD you have burned
I’ve grown to like a couple of songs
But they didn’t right all of the wrongs
But they were close I’ll have you know
Close enough for me to go
Two whole miles to see your face
Two whole miles to Hector’s place
To try and get you to believe
It’s you I’ll never want to leave
I love you Babe, you know I do
Now tell me again, how you love me too?

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