Wake Up With Regret

Wake up with regret
This all too familiar feeling
I wish I would have died in that bed
As I stare at the ceiling
Ever since you demolished my heart
I've been searching for people to help build it back
You could have at least left the blue prints
I guess I forgot to ask

You pretended to care
And took my virginity
If I hadn't been following my heart
I would have listened to the Trinity

Guys I've been with since
Fade in the morning
And never talked to again

Now I'm disolving in shame
Disappearing with each mistake I make
Not able to grasp
everything my choices take


God will get me through
I can feel his warm breeze
But he shouldn't have to
You can help it that you're a sleeze.