Nancy Handabile

Rookie - 157 Points (30 September / Zambia)

What Did I Do - Poem by Nancy Handabile

How easily you have just forgotten me
So shocking how you have cut me off
Just like that you cut my heart
You turn your face, ignore my calls and maybe delet my texts
Without an accusation or a complaint you simply go mute
You have humiliated me, making me feel less of a woman.
Just tell me you do not want me anymore than this sham of ignoring me
Ignoring me, even when my call is not personnal.
Treating me like a gnat, an irritating louse
Karma is a bitch, what goes around surely resonates.
Especially when ones memories are bitter.
Remembering your bodily fluids dripping and mingling with mine.
You curse the very essence of your manhood by snubbing me
You forget that your very seeds are in me.
Possesive, jelous, stupid, irritating.
My flaws you do not tell me about should I guess?
Jogging, smoking, drinking, anything to make me forget about you as you forgotten me.
Tell me the rules so I know when I am breaking them rather than this guessing you subject me to.
What have I done to deserve this?
You tell me you love me today but cut me tomorrow
What did I do while I slept?
Tell me before I curse you without cause.
Tell me before I insult myself
Tell me before I succumb to my thoughts
Before I submit to deaths seductive embrace.
Suicidal, Hormonal, suicidal.
I laugh so no one can tell, I smile so no one can guess why have you done this to me?
What have I done to deserve it?
Oh maybe you have what you want and thus do not need me any more?

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Poem Submitted: Friday, May 18, 2012

Poem Edited: Thursday, October 11, 2012

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