Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson Poems

When you begin to wish it all away
begin to hope these memories will fade
when you pray that soon it will all end and dim
begin to think that someday you'll win
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When darkness fades all around
you cant help but to make a sound
you yell out loudly happy with joy
because you've finally fallen in love with a boy
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</>I can see you
sat on the floor by your bed
I can hear you too
hear those muffled sobs full of dread
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we were happy together
nothing could interrupt our secret world
no-one could rip us apart
we were just kids in love
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If I had ever tried to run before I must be sprinting now
I never wanted to find any of this
I had never decided to start looking
If I had ever been hurting before I must be screaming now
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i'll lift the veil that so closely covers my eyes
i'll destroy anything blocking my view
i'll rip the flynets torn across my soul
Im yearning to see something different
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Im scared of all of this
i dont understand whats going on
and i dont pretend to either
all i wanted was someone to love me
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Where are you Sweetheart
when i am desperate for that hug
desperate to feel your lips search for mine?
Where are you Sweetheart
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I dont know where im going
I have a fear of slowly growing
I cant see what's right anymore
I couldnt be what you wanted
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I could spend my days staring at your photo
crying hard when i remember me and you
body shaking till there's nothing left to do
i had waitied so long to tell you those words
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