Biography of Raquel C,,
i want to be great. i want to be the best.i want to be humble and reach exellence, yuppers. :)
Raquel C,, Poems
da da dee da da dum i hear music My music good music
Before An After
Before: I know that moment The moment when I realized I lost something when I felt the ache start in my stomach then travel to my heart
I ache for a lover of my soul A carrier of my pain One who has intrest in the state of my heart In what i see when i close my eyes
Everything within me aches and burns I hate who you are not you I hate that i have to prove myself to you I want you to love me
i wish i didnt have to write i wish you would already know what im saying every emotion that plays across the face that i know so well is painfully apparent to me
the wiser i get the more afraid i am because now i know why my elders said not be here but somehow this is where i ended up i think we all end up here our 'Here's' are different then their 'Here's'
one word, somthing............ .....actually nothing...... freakin ipods, shoes, money isnt gonna satisfy me
here i am in my blanket of hopefull happiness. will it comforrt me.....................No, yes i can admit it hmmmmm is it so wrong to dwell on the past to wish that i had vans instead of airwalks Gap instead of Goodwill im not angry just... regretfull, sad, lonely, depressed
I want to be in love is that wrong? the thought of someone who jus wants to see you just to be wanted
soo if this is how its gonna end up why did you bother?
just for a moment i thought maybe his words arent meant to burn me, maybe there just misplaced.................i was right abount one thing they were'nt meant to burn me,
they were meant to kill me from the inside out