Biography of Rayjean Carter
My name's Rayjean. I am a 17 year old Aspiring Veterinarian and hope to go to the University of Miami for Biology. I go to Western School of Technology and Science and my magnet is Enviornmental Science.
My favorite colors are red, black, and gold. I enjoy rock music, techno and some classical stuff that plays behind scenes in movies. I eat healthy and I am somewhat athletic. My favorite movies of all time are: August Rush, Invisible, Harry Potter, Spider-man, and A Colorful Friendship.
It's not very easy for me to write poetry because I like to explain my life experiences in depth with an explanation for everything. I try writing poetry to make my life experiences seem modified and easy to understand but not much of my things are easy to understand. I consider myself UNDEFINED...
Rayjean Carter Poems
I believe in nothing As nothing up there exist I appear to be in a deep depression As other people are sick
Nobody Understands the way i feel how i act how i dress
More Than Just His Heart Beat
I love it when i'm with him i'm sittting there, his arm around me, my arms sitting on his waist,
Love is unconditional Undefined Unknown Through the loved one's eyes
L.uxurious O.pened L.augh of secrecy 'LOL'
L.eveled feelings being unbalanced O.verpowering blanket of emotions
To Believe It's Over
He said 'Good-Bye' and i died inside. I lost hope. I let myself go. I said no to all the open opportunites
To Play A Symphony
Its a passion to hurt It hurts with a passion The pain subsides So i want it back again.
I woke up this morning, and dried my tears Ate some breakfast, took a shower, and cleaned out my ears. Its a new day, leave the past behind. Don't mop and whine.
A smile on my face Negative energy erased Broken Heart Mended Open-Minded
I Have Come To Understandings With My In...
IVE COME TO REALIZE SOMTHING. ive had my bad days. and ive had my good days. Then my emotions went haywire. I didnt know how to control them.
Im wonderin. Just wonderin y im alive. Got this phsyco mom. Dont kno my dad. Y? just wonderin y. Y my grandma aint take me. y that dad of mine, wen he left me aint take me. y? y did i have to stay, with a lady, that dont got the ability to move. the will to believe, the confidence to survive. im livin witha pshycopath that dont kno the difference between a fire alarm and an alarm clock. i knew somthin was wrong the day i cud talk. the day i cud walk. i learned all i kno on my own. im alone in dis world of drama with no close family to go to. i label them peeps of mine friends wen they can't stick wit me till the end. I was wonderin y i get nervous around that guy who can't even say hi to me or stop by once in a while. I was wonderin y i cut myself every otha night wen i cud just take the knife and put it straight to my heart. i was wonderin y im chokin off her stank. so crazy she cant take a shower everyday. Im tired of wonderin y im bein Put down by these haters and stuck-ups who have nuffin to hate on. i shud b hatin on them. i was wonderin y they put me down wen im already down to the ground with low-self-esteem and no hope of tomorrow and wishes of no tomorrow. im wonderin y nobody seems to love me like i wanna love myself. im wonderin y i cant find the answer to those so called prayers of mine. im wonderin y there's a god wen he cant hear everyone's call. im wonderin y im here., in school with straight A's and good grades wen my life is a big fat E. I wish my life cud b betta but nobody gets wat they wish for nowadays. Im wonderin y im just findin out that nobody cares and aint nobody gonna care even wen im dead. Im wonderin y i dont get that hug i want wen i really need it. im wonderin y the pplz that i call my best friends cant be there throught the thick and thin. Im wonderin y the clock ticks, the birds sing, the day goes on, y the bell rings. The answer to everything is hidden and i dont want it to b found. I'll b disappointed and ready to go underground P.S.: this isn't my usual 'poem writing grammar' but its how i felt i shud let it out.
Those Chestnut-Brown Eyes Of Mine
Originality is key To me 'Hehehe, ' my signature laugh of Originality
the way i feel
how i act
how i dress
who i love
where i go
y i go