Lesser names are mine of joy:
That I have been writing all of my life for one single
Boy out
Huddling nakedly amidst the sugar cane rattling his brain for
...
I polished my floors while I thought of you
Tonight,
Alma:
And I did my very best: I drove by your house, but your
...
The bodies burn in yellow candles like cadavers
Who are on the Spanish hillside,
But I guess we always have to start somewhere and somehow:
I broke your golden jewelry when you let me make love
...
I hooked a forty pound kingfish-
I fowled him on my line,
But my house still has termites and Alma:
Sweet
...
My body still curls up at the toes after some fashion:
Alma still makes love at night and
Sleeps with her husband,
And by this she makes me more unreal while I am still hooking
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Alma, do you get high at looking by yourself while you
Drive down the road,
While you haven’t even realized all of the presents I have
Written for you:
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The day is over and Alma is lost to me again;
It rained today- I thought of killing myself,
Because my house has termites, but even without a
House I could vagabond,
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The day has a brown river with a need for
Going down hill-
The airplanes are making believe they are angels,
While there is someone in Africa far away:
...
I have no more choice but to continue my either or
Torment through the zoetrope of my breath:
There we go flickering beside the people we know so
Little about
...
Killing myself like the overindulgence of flowers eventually
Does to bees,
Drinking Guatemalan rum while the other and all too rich families
Go down to sleep in their downy wells,
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