Biography of Ryan Holmes
I'm a senior at my highschool. I've been writing since around Febuary of 2005, and have been writing poetry specifically since early summer of 2005. So if what I write to you seems a bit, immature, bad, ill quality, give me time, I'm semi new to this. Most have what I have up so far are chosen earlier pieces of me up until October of last year, I've not dated them yet, I'm thinking about it. I'll get newer works up soon I think.
Ryan Holmes Poems
Is it worth the time you spend being alone
Is it worth the tears you cry
Is it worth the pain you hide
With her I’m so vulnerable
And for once, I do not care
As long as she is near
Of tragedy, I always keep
Torture myself with greedy lies
I pray for death, in my warped mind
I wish I may,
Gain strength to say,
My ashamed truth.
I just lie there, thinking of her.
Lost opportunity, closed doors.
What ever you call it, it hurts.
The Time I'Ve Spent
The time I've spent thinking of you,
It seems to me, that's all I do,
The time I've spent, in covert ache,
To know your soul, to see you wake
within my arms, within my heart,
I should stop this, I shouldn't start,
You're not for me to call my own,
Fore I'm destined to be alone,
Still I can wish, and I can weep