I am sitting on my bed with a razor blade in my hands thinking to myself 'why am I here I don't belong here' So I take it and began cutting till it started bleeding then I do another. until I saw the phone. as I looked at the phone I thought i need to get help so I called 911 and told them i am doing a suicide, when they came to teh house they saw me on the floor by a small puddle of blood then they took me to the hospital where i was for about 2 days then they took me to get help for my suicides. I was there for 1 year top then they set me free but i did it again. i never stop. untill they put me in a straight jacket and locked me up.