Samantha White Poems
|42.||Love You Still||12/3/2005|
|44.||Die From Love||12/3/2005|
|45.||Now You Are Gone||12/3/2005|
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I hate you because you're taking over me,
but I love you 'cause you're making me the girl I want to be.
Why do I love you when all you do is put me down?
Making me starve 'till I fit into the smallest gown.
With the loss of each pound I'm closer to my goal,
with your help I will make this broken girl whole.
Filled with fear at every bite I take,
my plan will be ruined with just a bite of that cake.
Counting calories and fearing how much I weigh,
I am beginning to learn that you are here to stay.
My reflection has become something I fear,
I dread the time...
Staring at the sky through eyes blurred by tears,
Feeling so lost and helpless in this hateful world.
For so long she’s been trying to face her fears,
but what’s the use if no one cares?
She’s tried screaming but no one hears,
She’s tried so hard to hide her tears.
But how much longer can she hide the hurt?
That she’s been feeling for so many years.
Always hiding behind laughs and fake smiles,