Samantha White Poems
|42.||Love You Still||12/3/2005|
|44.||Die From Love||12/3/2005|
|45.||Now You Are Gone||12/3/2005|
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I hate you because you're taking over me,
but I love you 'cause you're making me the girl I want to be.
Why do I love you when all you do is put me down?
Making me starve 'till I fit into the smallest gown.
With the loss of each pound I'm closer to my goal,
with your help I will make this broken girl whole.
Filled with fear at every bite I take,
my plan will be ruined with just a bite of that cake.
Counting calories and fearing how much I weigh,
I am beginning to learn that you are here to stay.
My reflection has become something I fear,
I dread the time...
Not A Normal Girl
On the outside I may seem like a normal teenage girl,
but bottled up inside of me is a feeling of helplessness.
I feel such a great need for self-destruction,
and I don’t understand these feelings at all.
Through my eyes I see a bright world where darkness only sometimes dwells,
but in my mind is a whole new world.
There is a whole different world where it’s just me alone,
And in this world only darkness dwells.
Am I crazy? Am I insane?