I sit, I fester over what
people will thinks of me.
Down deep I know they
think nothing at all.....
...
I canvas the range; my roving eye
almost always stops where I need it to.
There to my left I see an anomaly.
A bare and stranded creature
...
My roads crossed are weary. They're many yet few.
I reach for my purse as I barely come too.
A creature I'm now and a creature I'm past.
...
Life is filled with funny games
and plentiful with nonsense.
I find that it is true that some people
just have no conscious.
...
Where am I today?
Crazy confused?
Oh I think a little, yes.
...
Too Many Times I have found myself ashamed.
That was my demise.
Why then do I relish a part of those days?
...
Some days I want to slap myself silly.
I cant reach that sweet spot of sanity.
Oh, I do try...then I find myself having
...
Do you like me yes or no?
I must know now so I can go...
..about my day and think of what
...
Still...I sit frozen my temperature rise.
I feel thick in my skin, my thoughts I despise.
Because they are so far from what is the norm
...