Scarred Unknown Poems

There are a lot of different things
That go through my head
As I lie in bed
And think of you
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Who am I?
I am what you see me as
Gothic prep ugly or pretty
I am as you see
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I want a love you see in the movies, to feel that feeling only there. I have tried to feel that feeling ‘fore yet all I get is pain and more. I long for it as we all do. Why can I not feel that feeling!
We long for a feeling only there, in movies see and known for true. In love with love we all are. I make no sense nor does this. I just wish for a love of loved back of movie dreams and movie past.
In movies is where we all see this feeling of love and feeling of dreams. I see it there it seems so pleasant, it seems as if walking on air. I see in movies the love we dream of, and think to myself why can I not have it? Why can I not feel it? I long for it, as if love is all that exists to make me happy to make me feel.
We watch in their eyes and see so much life. We see that there is none but the one in front of them. We think we can have it, that love in front of us. We think that it is real, the love in front of us. There is no such, that love on the screen. There is no such thing as true love.
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So I know the one stanza is bad rhyming in particular but it was a really emotional poem that I needed my point across.. he'll understand...


Everything I do
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i long for a feeling never felt
i hide from the things that i never knew
i think of the guy that will; never know
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Ah, so new and fresh
So full of zest
Strong to no end
Withstands every test
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I will be your best friend
Keeping you happy
When you’re sad
I’ll be your favorite
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The times I see you
I smile
The times I think of you
I smile
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She’s the girl
Of every guy’s dreams.
She’s the one,
They love to see.
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your right beside me, but your so far away
right when you kiss me, but i can't feel a thing
i hear you whisper, but you don't say a thing
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