I sat beside my father's old arm chair,
As he read Treasure Island aloud to me;
Each page he turned was like a lapping wave,
Each chapter read, a flood or ebbing tide.
...
Dear Thomas,
I should be used to being alone.
My life has always been one of departures,
...
For a careless moment, suspend your disbelief;
Put aside the grim cares of Gaza, Ukraine, Syria and Iran.
Perhaps imagine changing the colour of your skin!
Have courage; bend your mind to the feeble politics of man.
...
Dear James and Thomas,
There's an upside to being here alone,
I have time to learn to play golf,
...
Oh, horse chestnut tree, friend of my tender years,
By autumn's sunlight how sublime you seem.
Unspoiled by time or bleeding canker's lesions,
You stand in perfect mellow beauty poised,
...
I yearn to lie with longed-for Sleep at dawn,
Her gentle hands to shade my eyes from light,
And hear her sing her sweet enchanting song,
To soothe and calm the turmoil of my mind.
...
No longer will I heed my years advancing,
But measure life by what I've done instead,
For deeds, like tides, usher in my future,
To leave my past exposed upon their ebb.
...
I'm a 'memoir' poet)
No Kiss Goodnight
I sat beside my father's old arm chair,
As he read Treasure Island aloud to me;
Each page he turned was like a lapping wave,
Each chapter read, a flood or ebbing tide.
The library book smelled as old books do;
I smelled Flint's hapless shipmate, Billy Bones,
Awash in Widow Hawkins' untaxed rum,
And tasted gun smoke on the salt-laced air.
The rain dripped on the windowpane outside,
I held my breath in mortal dread with Jim,
As Blind Pew tapped along the cobbled lane,
Steeped in menace, searching for old Flint's map.
He closed the book with a resounding thud,
Like cannon shot that barely passed me by,
I stood up from the floor beside his chair,
And leaned toward him to kiss him goodnight.
For what fault of mine did he push me away?
'You're too old for kisses now, child, to bed! '
The room turned as cold as a Channel fog,
And grief held fast this troubled boy's heart.
My bewildered child's mind churned with doubt,
Would I know my stern father's touch again?
I swiftly ran to bed to hide my tears;
Would poor young Jim be lost and hurt like me?
I made an earnest vow at that young age,
That no child of mine would suffer thus;
No child would want for this father's love,
They'd need no map; my love would not be hid.