I wish i could accept my imperfections.
I try but whenever someone comments my weight weather ive gained or loose. I begin to question their interpretations. Are they really saying im fat, ugly, and stupid? Just once i wish i could be okay with not looking perfect, because when im not i feel worthless and useless. People say 'thin is in' if only it weren't true. The more i try to loose the more im not good enough or ill never measure up that i feel. I set unrealistic goals for me. I gotta loose