Stephen Denny Paul White
Biography of Stephen Denny Paul White
My life is a search. I am not searching for things, I am searching for people. I look for the people who won't let me down, for the people who I can count on no matter what. Do I seek romance? No. I seek love. I seek something more than friendship; I seek dedication.
Want to know what's weird? ... besides me, of course. To me, friendship is the most important thing on this earth. I try to put my all into friendships, and I care about the people who do the same in return.
I want to journey around the world... figure out who I am, what I am, where I belong. I haven't quite found the right place yet, being stuck here, but I am still searching. Life is a journey, and I am ready to go... not that you care =]
So anyway, I am Stephen White. I am a senior at Coyle & Cassidy High School... I can be annoying, or cool, depending on your preferences, but it's all up to you whether or not you hate me or like me. I'll try to change your mind a bit, but if you prove to be immobile in your opinion, I will accept it and move on.
I am single and gay. I'm not looking for love at all, and I would rather it come to me, however unlikely and stubborn that seems.
I don't know what I want to be anymore. A masseuse. A poet. An author. A teacher.
I'm kinda dry in the career area.
I am a poet, though. I have a different perspective on the way the world works, and that perspective can be sometimes gruesome and at other times happy. You never know what mood I'll be in, unless you are psychic.
I don't really know what else to say about me. I am me, and me is not something that I can look in a thesaurus for words to describe.
Generally, I expect a lot out of my friends. Being a friend to me is complicated... I expect things, and feel let down if I don't get what I expected, kinda like if you order a brand new book online, and you get it and it's all tattered. I don't want friendship if it's not going anywhere. If you don't see me in your future, don't include me in your present.
Another generalization is that I can't stand when people expect me to keep a conversation going. I don't always want to be the one to initiate conversation, and I don't want to have to be the one to keep the conversation going. That shouldn't always be my job.
And finally, I don't like being let down. Actually I hate it, and I just don't stand for being let down. Letting down is not something you do to someone you care about, and if you truly care about me, you won't let me down; if you let me down, obviously I must not be that important. First chances are like water in the desert; it evaporates, and there's rarely enough left for a second chance...
Stephen Denny Paul White's Works:
I never have gotten a book published, although one of my Life Goal's is to do so, although I have had my poems published in one of the Local Newspapers.
Stephen Denny Paul White Poems
Elegy For Loss Of Love (A Poem In Five P...
I: Loss It’s been three years that we’ve gone out
Too Young To Be An Angel (A Poem On Abor...
Lonely little angel Got her wings so young She never opened up her eyes Killed from an abortion
You are my guiding angel you are my shining light although you're gone, it is alright - you'll stay here by my side
Beautiful Stranger (Impressive Instant)
I cannot stop this lust; this urge to kiss your perfect lips i cannot stop this lust for you i've never felt like this
I'Ll Never Let You Get To Me
No, I don't care for what you think I'm not self-conscious every blink And no, I don't care what you say I'll live and then die anyway
What Is A Continent To Love?
What is a continent to love? of equal shall they be? a vast expanse of barren land stretched farther than the eye can see?
The Gold Now Goes To Me
And here we stand, as lovers here, we stand as friends here we stand, with such a strength of what will never end
Perfect Little Flaws
You took me by surprise - I didn't think I'd fall in love, and with the chance that I had given found I couldn't get enough;
Melting Your Heart With Words
Your baroque construction work upon my heart Could only baste these strips together, Allowing the eminent unraveling.
Perfection, Pleasure, Peace
Utopian fantasies that Circle 'round your head like Sugarplums and candy canes the Night Before Christmas
Even Though I Hate The World...
Baby, don't play games with me, I'm just not in the mood; I'm angry at the world; I'm sorry if I take it out on you. I've had a real bad day, and somehow it just keeps on getting worse and I just want to be alone so I can get rid of this curse.
It's Best To Just Pretend...
We spent so long constructing what went down with just a word; We had to blow our pyramid of cards to send them crashing down. I thought we were a sturdy couple, but the road we chose was tough And at the end of each disaster comes a moment with no sound.
The Phone Call [to The Lonely Dancer]
Calling you one thousand times -one thousand times you fail to answer. Wondering if always in, shall love make me the lonely dancer?
Resonating candlelight That ebbs and flows just like the sea Making me remember that The two of us were meant to be
You are my guiding angel
you are my shining light
although you're gone, it is alright
- you'll stay here by my side
you are who I hold on to
the memories that make me laugh
you mean more than the world to me
and nothing will change that