Comments about Suicidal Happiness
Quiet and proven to be unknown
I have no name and I am all alone
Sitting in the back of the classroom as I watch the humans speak
Loneliness is all I know and darkness is what I seek
Sometimes I wish to be like them, so pretty and alive
But I could never be like them and how they carry out their life
My strange desires would scare them all way
My words are unheard no matter what I say
If I left this earth no one would notice or care
If anything I am a waste of space, it would better if I wasn’t there
I am the ghost upon the living soul
I am so unneeded and I...
Leave me alone, so dead, so cold.
I’m so young but my perceptions are old
I believe in self-righteous suicide
I believe that I will never be alright
I’m ok that I’m destined for death
I’m worst at what I do best.
I wait for my moment of pure happiness
I don’t care if I will never pass a ‘worthy for life’ test
I’m silent and content as I wait to die