Tanner Geldart Poems

This angel is all I see
But does this angel see any good in me
Can she see that I've fallen for her
But I don't think I can wait anymore
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I'm glad I can't fall to hard
Because I never got my hopes to high
And I'm so glad that part of me died
Now I'm so glad I'll never cry
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I don't know where I'm going
I don't know how long it's been
I know this road leads somewhere
But I can't see the end
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This world is moving far to fast
I'm so confused can't forget my past
Can't figure out if I should stand
Cuz in the end I always fall
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Another sleepless night
Another painful fight
To live everyday as best I can
To try and stand out
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I'm falling back into everything that I tried to leave behind
The good the bad its all making me lose my mind
Might as well be blind cuz I can't see any light in front of me
This rage, depression always the one question
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Everyday your enemys change
But there is one I'll take to my grave
My own worst enemy is myself
The only I can never understand
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Once my saviour
Now makes me waiver on the edge
Of this building losing my head
They said I'd grow out of it
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Nightmares always torturing me
Distorting my view on reality
Making my days so full of insanity
Wondering if these things can really happen to me
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I'm so confused because there is so little of myself left to lose
But its worth the risk one thousand times and more
But everytime I close my eyes I see the cruel reality that my life is built of lies
So I've discovered the true meaning of what my life is meant to be
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