It was the stillness that froze me,
The stillness that held me in.
So you try
But you never know what it feels like to die
From all the breakdowns and realize
Don’t wonder why
I curse that heaven and hell bring their wrath on you.
That the carpet pulls forcefully beneath your feet.
That you see nothing but rainy days.
I curse that you would never experience happiness.
So They Say
They said I wasn’t a part of the making.
Friends betray friends—
Cry ands no one notices;
Laugh when all dies.
Cause we fell safe when no one is watching.
I am deeply wounded,
But they still shatter my empty Heart.
So I tell my story:
Of the girl whose heart was broken
I guess this is not the best time
To write about you.
Dedicate songs for you.
Matter of fact I'll post it for you.
…Because I’m not responsive
Or hateful, despiteful —
Full of it.
Been dead for awhile, but I know I didn’t quit.
Telling me — reaching out to hear from me.
Silently see him smile
Choking on the passing time
Does he even care for me?